One Month In…
Lights up on the stage of life.
Over the past month, I've found myself in one long improv scene, struggling to accept support and encouragement. You see, for as long as I can remember I've been so accustomed to giving power to those who want to keep me small. But today, as I celebrate the one-month milestone of launching The Playful Stage, it's impossible to ignore the overwhelming support that has made this dream come true.
In the beginning, I wasn't sure if people would be interested in joining me for Improv in the Park or virtual Zoom classes while I searched for an in-person space. I hesitated, wondering if anyone would be willing to take part in these unconventional settings. But to my surprise, not only were people willing, they embraced it with joy. They expressed their delight in participating, and I am slowly learning to accept their genuine enthusiasm. This acceptance has also helped me to see that “Zoomprov” and Improv in the Park will be staples of The Playful Stage, even as we transition to in-person classes.
In the realm of improv, uncertainty can be both exhilarating and nerve-wracking. Similarly, I wasn't sure if being transparent about my personal values within The Playful Stage would be received well. While I have been outspoken about my personal, social, and political beliefs for years in my personal life and on social media, I wondered if making those beliefs a foundational component of TPS might hinder the growth of the school. But to my delight, it has been welcomed with open arms. My friends have presented it as a positive, emphasizing that it allows people to truly know who I am and what The Playful Stage represents. There are no surprises, and authenticity becomes the cornerstone of our journey together.
As in improv, I don’t have control over the narrative. Once something is said or contributed to the scene, there’s no taking it back, and I have no control over how the audience receives it and interprets it. I can think I am being as clear as day in my scene, but there will always be an interpretation that doesn’t align with my intention. I am learning to accept letting be what is out of my control, including zoning out any misinterpretations that are not conducive to the positive direction I’m heading in.
Just like an improv scene, this journey is full of unexpected twists and turns. It's a reminder that sometimes, the support we receive surpasses our expectations. It's a realization that we don't have to dim our light to fit into someone else's script. We can embrace our true selves and allow the scene to unfold naturally.
Today, as I bask in the warmth of this one-month anniversary, I am reminded of the power of support and encouragement. It has transformed my perspective and emboldened me to pursue this dream with unwavering determination. The stage is set, and I am ready to improvise, with the unwavering support of those who believe in me and The Playful Stage.
Lights fade as the scene continues, filled with laughter, growth, and a sense of shared purpose.
